Many things have brought me to this point of freedom. One of them being the freeze on my education status. Yet that has not bothered me at all. The gained freedom of a driver's licence is even more liberating, but that does not let me escape from my own self. Not even the audition that I went to has not been the true key to this mechanical brain.
Since when has liberation been so binding? At this point I have finally realized that the restraints are not from society or the world around us. What holds me down is myself. All my work in the past has been done for others: school work for my teachers, and devotion to the stage for those who hired me. Do not get me wrong, we are all pieces to a greater jigsaw puzzle, and all work together in a community. But how can I best help everyone if I do not let myself with my own happiness?
I find love and happiness wherever I go. That is not an issue for me. However, finding that one thing that makes my heart and soul sing... that is what takes time. How can I claim my own life, if I do not support my own dreams? I want to be able to say, I did that. Not live vicariously through my friends and fictional characters. And I must make my mark.
So just to warn you, I'm doing this CD, and I'm getting my stand-up on!
And I'm going to do this no matter what.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
2012
Simply put, I am not buying the whole end of the world thing.
Come on folks, as an American I'm all about the fresh opportunity of golden roads and ect.
But claiming that we know everything about the universe is pretencious.
But what I do know about, is the world that I inhabit. From there, peace can be gathered and shared.
Maybe I'm tired of keeping it simple. Or maybe I'm missing performance. Either way, I'm more ready to pull out the sword to fight. No, not fight for the right to party. That's too obvious an answer. Rather it's about the getting things done.
Really, I'm so focused on this. I can't even wait to complete these thoughts and plans here.
Talk to you all later, and remember, make today your new day.
Simply put, I am not buying the whole end of the world thing.
Come on folks, as an American I'm all about the fresh opportunity of golden roads and ect.
But claiming that we know everything about the universe is pretencious.
But what I do know about, is the world that I inhabit. From there, peace can be gathered and shared.
Maybe I'm tired of keeping it simple. Or maybe I'm missing performance. Either way, I'm more ready to pull out the sword to fight. No, not fight for the right to party. That's too obvious an answer. Rather it's about the getting things done.
Really, I'm so focused on this. I can't even wait to complete these thoughts and plans here.
Talk to you all later, and remember, make today your new day.
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